Archive for April, 2004

quarlo — 4 train poet– new york city

New York has a fine selection of photobloggers who document the intracacies of life in their busy and bright. These compulsive/professional photographers share their visual journals at sites with interesting names like Satan’s Laundramat

Anyway, I was browsing through all this at a place called quarlo when i stumbled upon something that I thought was worth sharing. Billed as a “random fella layin’ it on us” this is the work of someone called 4 train poet. Obviously, the poetry was sampledfrom an actual train. (Mp3) Check it out.

2 Function Form

we’ve got/ are clockwork
Interiors/stuff
Kinks,
In the machine,
Thinks
Dreams
Separate things.

Plot Notes

i want this available so that I can use it to see how well i’ve done what i set out to do, and how much that matters.

Ok so I’m not telling a straightforward story, but I have to find a way to keep it interesting.. I thought I would do it by making each little moment of text stand alone. A single image, a single event, a single impression for each one. That has proven much more difficult to do than I had thought at first, and you may notice that some of what I have posted in the draft strays quite far from that. I want a kind of nonlinear effect. Its arranged all funny, but once its over, you know what has happened. So what’s going to happen? I’m going to break my rule and talk about it, because you are a suitable audience. If you don’t want the entire thing spoiled, I completely understand. Skip this paragraph and tell me you skipped it. I’m kinda afraid to tell you and I’m kinda afraid not to, so I’m leaving it up to you. You better decide in the space between this sentence and the next, however much time that takes. From the very beginning the whole thing splits into three parts, rock paper and scissors. We all know that rock beats scissors, scissors beat paper, and paper beats rock. So, rock is the story of how the subject of scissors is ultimately crushed. Paper is the story of how the setting of rock is subsumed. And scissors is about how paper is divided. The story rock is modeled after the Orpheus story. You probably know that one, he goes to hell to get the girl, succeeds, but cant look back in doubt on the way out. He looks back. Game over. He is crushed. That’s a fairly straightforward story but the nice thing about those old myths is that there’s plenty of room in them for digression, as everything else has a story of its own too, if not several. Orpheus used to hang out with the Argonauts for example. Persephone makes a guest appearance. Rock is set in this place called Mecklenburg. Paper is the story of how it is changing, becoming engulfed by another culture. This is me sticking it to the yuppies once and for all, but I’m not sure exactly how to portray that. I think this one will be the most of the single moments. Places all over town, things happening, over the course of a long enough period of time. Slowly the portrait changes from a self-sufficient isolated place to another kind of place a dependant sub-place. Will I use a whole host of characters? Only a few? What’s going on? Is there something to think of that takes a whole year or something to complete? What is interesting and takes a long enough period of time to complete? Is there a story about a place that goes to hell, so to speak, that I can use for my frame here? Going to hell is a major theme. Paper needs a main character yet, I’m thinking I might cast the good reverend in the part, he would do nicely I think, who better to be in paper, as it wraps the rock, and as he is split, conflicted, ripped in two between two things, two worlds. Scissors needs to be about a strong dividing factor, and that division must be occurring within the wrapping element in paper. Or maybe the thing that the main character of paper is divided about has absolutely nothing to do with the wrapping element. I wracked my brains on this one, really I did. I almost had to abandon the whole idea once I got to scissors what would divide a person so much? I thought about dividing the character between the two cultural extremes but then scissors would end up being a story just exactly like paper was and that would get boring. Then, it came to me. The person in paper can be conflicted over a romance: you know the deal involved with one and interested in the other. I promise, the names will be changed to protect the innocent and the guilty will be made out to look even worse. I just couldn’t think of anything better to use. Suggestions? Comments? I’m afraid to even bring this up to you. Anyway, since it has to be the character in paper that’s split, and since it has to be a romance, and since there’s already a romance over in rock, I think that the main character of AT LEAST rock and paper have to be the same person, which was not my original intent. This leaves room for another main character in scissors. Somehow some element in scissors has to end up crushed as a result of some element of rock. It would make sense to make this element the interest, to contrast the involvement portrayed in rock. I don’t know about scissors really. I may end up going in an entirely different direction with it. I’ve had so many ideas about it now that I don’t know what to do.

we all vote

I finally gave in to the random appeal of the “Recently updated blogs” list. The first phrase to catch my eye was:

All I am saying…is give war a chance

and i was disgusted.

but hey, my vote couts for jsut as much as his does. together, we equal no vote at all,

and so i am comforted.

Hypertext Homework

A class of students at the University of Maryland will be examing my work with hypertext theory and literature as part of their studies, and so I have redesigned that section of the website and added some new material.

Wonderful World – play review

I attended Maryville College’s production of “Wonderful World” by Richard Dresser.

This is one of the many wonderful plays first produced by the actor’s theater in Louisville. Here’s a Synopsis:

An apparently happy family hurtles to the brink of despair in this hilariously twisted comedy about two brothers, one of whom has a serious in-law problem. Feeling slighted by Max and his girlfriend, Barry’s wife embarks on a scorched-earth policy of truth-telling, uncovering deep animosities and startling passions hidden in the mysterious fabric of an American family. Shedding a wildly comic light on the perils of honesty and the delicate balance between hostility and love, Dresser explores what a curse it can be to suddenly find yourself telling-or hearing-the truth

You can read the first scene here.

The production I attended was produced, directed and performed by my peers at the college. My good friend Aja Rodriguez directed it as a part of her undergraduate senior thesis project. I thought, honestly, that this production was better than the faculty-directed play this past fall. Sure, these are student actors, and they have some room to grow, but I was proud of them. They made the idiocyncratic characters come to life to the best of their abilities. (I try not to be spoiled by all the fancy expensive theater I’ve seen)

It really is enjoyable to be surrounded by everyone else who is in the process of completeing their thesis work, and showing off the fruits of their hard labor. In the thick of it, it feels like you’re the only one in a thesis predicament, but here there are other people walking around with newly completed first novels, or having directed their first real plays. It’s a good feeling.

Andrew Sullivan

www.AndrewSullivan.com – Latest Posts:

“Educated liberals, after all, decry populism. A large part of their self-esteem is bound up in believing themselves better educated and more enlightened than the average person, certainly smarter than, say, George W. Bush. … Conservatives, in general, are happy to confess their biases. Liberals like to think their biases are actually reality. That’s why they are much happier on, say, the BBC or, in America, on National Public Radio, which bores and uplifts the average listener into eventual submission to centre-left orthodoxy.”

A friend of mine just got his letter to teh editor published about the gay marriage issue, which is all the rage for dinner-table topics here @ Maryville College. My problem with the editorial was that it was just too damn brainy sounding for its sermon to reach anyone but the choir. I would have been offended by its attitude if not for the fact that I already agreed with its message.

Kafka and Anarchism

Infoshop News – Kafka and Anarchism:

“It is a well-known fact that the strong hate he felt for his job in the insurance company, which he used to call ‘nest of dark bureaucrats.’ He could not stand the suffering of the injured/dead workers and their unfortunate widows, who were introduced in the juridical-bureaucratic labyrinth of the Workmen Insurance Company. A typical, frequently quoted sentence of his, mentioned by Max Brod, is a sharp and suggestive expression of his way of thinking: ‘How meek people are: they come to us with their supplications, instead of assaulting the office and destroying it: they come to us to ask for mercy.’ The anarchist spirit of this sentence — is clear enough to remind us of Kafka’s position for the democratic institutions. “

The source of this is supposedly something called “The revisionist Press” but the link to it comes up “file not found”

Thomas Raine Crowe

Look out!
I don’t mean the window,
I mean the helicopters overhead,
the buzz on the phone,
and the police at the door.
Achtung!
The sky is falling
from the atoms they have taken
from the air.
The trees cut to build temples
to oil.
The brown water no longer
fit for fish.
Look out!
When freedom is just another word
for what we have lost.
When peace is another brand
of bomb.
When the national animal is no longer an eagle,
but a sheep.
Achtung!
The Republicans are coming.
The Republicans are coming….
Coming to put us away
in the funny farm that’s not so funny.
In the nuthouse.
In the terrorist jail.
On my conspiratorial horse,
I am Paul Revere passing Dachau on the train.
And the Republicans are coming.
The Republicans are coming….
Look out!
The Germans are hip to White House tricks.
They punched the bully in the nose.
They cite Bukowski and Chomsky
as the philosophers of the age,
instead of Wolfowitz and Bush.
And Dachau is empty
just waiting to be filled up with
the American rich.
Achtung!
Let’s put them all on the Autobahn
without brakes.
On top of the Zugspitze
without skis.
On the bottom of Starnberg Lake
with mad Ludwig.
In the middle of Munich
without clothes.
In the throne room of Neuschwanstein
without thrones.
Look out!
Everything you see is not what it seems.
This is a bad dream.
And everyone is asleep.
Democracy is fascism
spelled backwards.
Politicians are speaking out
of the sides of their mouths.
TV is a frontal lobotomy.
Hollywood is a new religion.
Caesar has risen from the ashes….
Achtung!
Look out!
The Emperor has new clothes,
and it’s all the rage.
Achtung!
Look out!
It’s a new world order.
It’s an old world cage.

Munich to Pfaffenhofen
Spring, 2003

I attended a poetry reading this evening (14th) by Thomas Rain Crowe, with whom I had the honor of sharing my lunch today earlier today. He’s a real bona-fide beatnik, drinking buddy to the stars: Ginsberg and company themselves. That alone was impressive, I suppose. He shared with us some selections of his fiction and his poetry. He told us about his rock band. and his first volume of translations of the poems of the 14th century Persian poet Hafiz, ( Hafiz )According to his bio: “Following six years as Editor-at-Large for the Asheville Poetry Review, he is currently writing a memoir in the style of Thoreau’s Walden based on four years of self-sufficient living in the wilderness environment in the woods of western North Carolina from 1979 to 1982. He currently resides in the Smoky Mountains of North Carolina. His literary archives have been purchased by and are collected at the Duke University Special Collections Library in Durham, North Carolina.”

Lines I caught: “I will not live in a world without whales or dolphins” and “we are what we aren’t.. Or how else could we intend one thing and do another. We are what we aren’t” “Autchung!” was an inflammatory rant against the current political status quo, not however, against the complacency on the part of most people which what seems to have incensed more than a few audience members. One woman busted out: “and why aren’t the creative people of the world stepping up and doing what the media isn’t doing?” my question is, rather, why aren’t you, lady? You don’t get off saying “oh, I’m not creative,” I’m sorry but you don’t. If you want a world unlike the one you have, and you want it brought to you without being willing to do anything to create what you all – I shouldn’t assume that about her. She interrupted him. “Are you scared!” she meant him. he shook his head and grabbed the microphone “no I’m not scared, or else I would not have read that poem!” she was looking for someone to blame for something. She was a stranger. He spoke about four years living in the mountains, back-to-the-land style.

zen

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I’m working on a presentation to my class about zen and I found this lovely little webpage. Definately worth a look see

Radio Free Piracy

RIAA: We should fight back !: “If everyone who thinks the record industry’s lawsuits are wrong makes a small contribution, we can make a huge difference and put up a real fight against these lawsuits.” and isn’t that the way with everything. I’m just trying to do my part.

Virginia Woolf’s Portrait

A long-lost portrait of Virginia Woolf, who hated sitting for paintings, has gone on display after its whereabouts was revealed by its owner.

A Nightmare Come True

For once, I attended the nine o’ clock science class. I even arrived early, feeling somewhat proud of myself. In the early time before class began I took note of the other students. It occurred to me that I had never taken to time to notice them before. I’m always late to class, hurried, distracted. They gathered their things, preparing, looking at each other’s notebooks. As the other students gathered in their places, they began to lean together conspiratorially and discuss whether or not she would want a diagram drawn of this aspect of that notion, or would she require an essay explaining the relevance of the other thing. I realized there was a test coming. I was totally unprepared for the test, had no clue it was coming, and still less of a clue what would be on the test.

I felt sick and considered simply leaving. A short, older woman that I did not recognize came to the podium. Another student followed her into the room and regarded her strangely in a way I took to be confusion at her presence. I understood this woman at the podium to be the proctor for the test. Then, the test came to me, a biology test. I am not enrolled in a biology class. The professor approached my desk.

Can I help you?” she asked. I was in the wrong class altogether. My sense of time was skewed by an incorrect adjustment to Daylight Savings Time. I have never had a more surreal morning in my life, but at least there was time for a leisurely breakfast.

A Coincidence

Sometimes my mind wanders to people long gone. I move around a lot. There are tectonic shifts in any social geography, I suppose. I thought of Charles Carey. He always called himself “the rhyming man,” with a grin for the derision he always got at the poetry readings. You can’t rhyme, they say, with their sneers. He rhymes anyway. He lost one of his legs in the war. He writes about the plants, and children’s laughing, and I remember his poems more than their noses anyway. I wonder whatever happened to Charles.
Then, he calls me. Says he had that funny feeling in his ears like maybe somebody was talking about him or something. Strange.